心

天是灰的，是因为我对你灰了心；
树是棕的，是因为我对你枯了心；
花是红的，是因为我对你伤了心；

灰了的心，枯了的心；伤了的心；
是你，自私的心；忽劣的心；花心的心；
所造成我对你绝了心。

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影

我会是你停泊依靠的树?
还是
我只是个让你抓模不定的影?
树的影；影的树；你的影；我的影
我的影是你的影? 或你的影和我的影只是面对面擦身而过。

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分享

无意中，看到老弟的 blog
想起了好多回忆，他带了我去好多我压根儿也不会去的地方。
黑风洞，独立广场，鸟园，吉隆坡塔，城市里的森林, …..

记得那一趟去的城市森林，老弟一大早就吵我起身。不甘心的脸黑黑从家里出门，而老弟却是一脸兴奋。
一整个路程我都在呱呱叫。蚊子不停的吻着我，长长的梯级等着我，汗流满身的我，肚子饿的我。。
老弟一路和我解析树的名，草的名(那是他专业)，而我应酬的点头，及 oh oh oh… 我关心的是几点到和肚子饿。。

终于到了，也用捷径顺便到吉隆坡塔去。
谢谢你，带我去看了吉隆坡很美的一面，
也谢谢你，带给了我满满的回忆。

想和你说，
对不起，老姐不懂的如何和你分享你熟悉森林的味道也不懂的那根草那棵树。
也对不起，老姐让你失望了。我明白那种找不到分享对象的无奈和失落。

你下次回来，我们再去拍些好照片。花草树木医生!!

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电影

曾经，以为电影是一种最浪漫的享受
也曾经，以为电影是一种最幸福的感触
也曾经，以为电影是一种最快乐的二人时光

曾经的以为已变成了现今的沉睡
曾经的曾经也变成了一种成长
曾经的天真也变成了今天的无奈

一个人排队买票
一个人对号入座
一个人的零食
一个人的电影
一个人静静的看戏
也一个人沉醉在电影情节里
短短的两个小时，随遇而飞，随遇而想，天马行空，游走荡扬

其实一个人的电影并不是想像中的孤单。

Thankful

For once, I thought I have to walk my path along with my shadow;
For once, I thought I have to hide all my emotions deep together with my soul;
And for once, I thought I have to be independent and strong all by myself.

Somehow and somewhere, you just appear in my journey.

You showed me that journey of life shouldn’t’ be walking alone but to be hand in hand with someone special;
You showed me that by showing all the emotions it’s the most wonderful expression on earth especially for those who appreciate them;
You showed me that it’s ok to be dependence with someone whom you can count on and trust.

I thank god that he bring you into my life and I am just too grateful for Your
Affection that melts my heart;
Believes in me that I can;
Cares that always warm my heart;
Dedication that make me proud of;
Eyes that always looks deep into me;
Forgiveness that I might cross the line;
Gives unconditionally that never asks for return;
Helps whenever I need you;
“I love you” just before sleep;
Just be with me;
Knowledge that makes me a little smarter;
Love that makes me the happiest people on the earth;
Mood that always enlighten me;
Patience that touches me;
Quiets my fears when I am lost;
Raises my spirit when I am down;
Stability that makes me feels secure;
Tolerance when I am just being unreasonable;
Understanding towards the stubborn me;
Values me as who I am;
Walks into my life;
X-plan me things that I don’t understand;
Yells at me when I wouldn’t listen;
Zap me back to reality when I start dreaming away;

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Julie

She is one of the closest buddy of mine
She is one of the talkative one when she is in her mood
She is one of the act cute when our age slowly catching up
She is one of the best clubbing kaki I ever have
She is one of the one who looks angel but in deep an evil

From primary to secondary
We spent most our school days together
Lunch, tuition, lepaking and DREAMING

From secondary to college
We almost see each other 24 hrs seven days except when she or me in the toilet
New college life, new friends and new relationship as well

From college to Uni
We still see each other very often
Though we are different major but we always got time to be together

From Uni to real world
We staying under same roof
And there all of us develop a family relationship

Our friendship started more than 10 yrs ago
I know I can count on u & u know u can do the same
Though both of us separated by the sea but u always on my mind

Cheers for our friendship! May all the best to u in everything.

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Athelyn

She is bubbly;
She is cheerful;
She is thoughtful;
She is funny;
She is the lyn lyn that I have known her for the past decade of my life.
She always laughs at her own joke before she able to tell us the whole thing, ended up she laughing at her own and we were half way hanging don't know what is it all about.
She used to have very bad temper during school time, smashed table, yealling at people early in the morning and let her temper out towards us- her only victims.
She also always showed us the wrong direction when we were on the road. Either a big turning or ended up lost in a city.
She will only call you when she needs you to share a present for our friends.
I know her since she is "pok pok choi" and till now become "lao choi".
Her temper now is the coolest among us.
I know she is one of my buddies whom I can count on whenever I need her.
I do miss your companionship and of course I know u miss my moms chicken wing.
Here I am to wish u a very Happy Birthday to my dearest Lyn Lyn

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Awakening

Dreamland, is the place where I live in
Reality, is the place where I run away from
Difference within dream and real is only a line
Choose to dream and choose to be real is the matter of adjustment
Adjustment within difference of the line ain’t just a step forward or a step backward
Is time to move on or should I keep on wandering in the place where I m happy and used to
Some said its not easy to be happy why move?
Some said u never try how do u know u will be happier or not?
I am still seeking a heaven where sincerity it’s the laws, smile is the language and appreciation is the habit.

Dream a little dream when the night still young.
Heaven nowhere to be seen, and me got to move on
Step forward or step backward?
Think……..

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Disappointment

I am safe in my own box, u came and said Hi
I m happy in my own box, u came and spend more time wandering around my box
I have no desire outside the world of my box, u came and tell me the wonders of the world

It’s my fault that I started to imagine how the world out there
It’s my bad that I start thinking to leave the box
It’s my mistake that I thought u will be different than others who used to tell me bout the world

Finally and finally when I step out of it…………

World are just cruel, sweet words always turns to lies when it comes to real.

I will back to my own box and tell myself be happy with what you have.

Back to my own castle and life goes on.

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