Disappointment

Boy n girl got into fight again.
This is the numerous times where girl just get too disappointed with boy.
Girl keep on asking herself is she asking too much? Is she just being paranoid with small matters like this? Or is she just not important at all?

Few times where girl fall sick. She waited for boy’s call to check whether she is feeling better, but boy just never did. Boy will just continue the normal chat and eventually when girl brought it up and boy always came up with the excuse that he just about to ask her bout it. Somehow, girl clearly knew that he once again forget bout her sick. At that point of time, girl just feels disappointed.

Few occasions where girl went out till late at night. She hoping that boy will call to check whether she reaches home safely but boy just never does. When she finally call and ask, boy always said he is going to call. Again the girl feels no matter what boy said everything just seems doesn’t matter anymore. There are few times where girl just don’t call at all and boy also doesn’t bother to call. That night she slept herself with all the miserable feelings.

Deep down in girl’s heart it always filled up with disappointment. Girl always wondered why boy always remembered others safety but just not her. Girl do wonder sometimes, if one day something really happen to her then only boy will remember bout her? But by that time..it always too late. No matter how much of apologies, how much of sorry.. will never bring things back to the way it used to be.

More and more of disappointments do create lot of doubts. How much do boy really love girl? Is girl not important at all? Boy, don’t blame on girl why is she always don’t feel secure. Cause small things like that do somehow show the importance of someone in the loved one’s heart. When boy forgot just said forgot, cause with all the unnecessary explain it also cannot take away the disappointment.

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