Thursday, April 2, 2009

"Forever"


"When forever is just a word, without meaning; the pain lasts nearly that long."

Do you feel the pain as much as she does?

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惆怅

浅浅的眠,深深的惆

赶也赶不走的怅。

唤也唤不回的睡意

今夜,就让我沉淀下去吧。。。

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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

4015

4015 days, I’ve walked through all these ways.
4015 days, I’ve survived by myself.
4015 days, I celebrate with my success I have achieved.

I am proud of myself that I manage to make it till this far.

Happy 11th anniversary!

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Thursday, March 19, 2009

中国船

每一次 Mr & Mrs Chan, 来找我们时,都是大行李,小行李。把我小小辆的车都挤的满满的。也让两个老人家拿的喘不过气来。

我们常说中国船又来了!! 看看Mrs Chan 又带来了什么。 开玩笑这个中国船可真是包罗万有,包含着满满 Mr & Mrs Chan 对我们的爱与疼。

有几道煮好了我们最爱的菜,只要热一热就能享受Mrs Chan 的拿手好菜。

有鱼也有虾,鱼切了一片片,虾也剥了壳,连酱料也弄便。只要退冰就可以简简单单的享受家乡新鲜的海鲜。

有Mrs Chan 亲手做的kaya 和包。我们可以享受简单又健康的早餐。

Mrs Chan 的拿手打包是 kampong 蛋。每一次来Mrs Chan 可以拿 40-50 粒蛋。 拿的关口kastam 全都认识Mrs Chan 。看到Mrs Chan都会问同样的问题 : “Aunty,pergi tengok anak lagi?” Mrs Chan很用心的把一粒粒蛋包起来以免蛋打破。

Mr Chan 每次都骂Mrs Chan 太疼孩子,但我们都知道Mr Chan 对于中国船也有好大的功劳。带Mrs Chan 去巴刹,帮忙打包行李,出钱又出力。

我们常叫Mr & Mrs Chan 不要麻烦。轻轻轻松的来放个假,不是好了吗? 但 Mrs Chan 说不要浪费那30kg leh, 可以弄好多的东西给你们吃。不知好气还是好笑。Mrs Chan每一次把自己累跨了,手也弄的粗粗的也坚持带给我们中国船。

大大的中国船,载的都是浓浓的疼爱。。Mr & Mrs Chan 给于我们的幸福一直,一直都在我们的心底下。
下个礼拜Mr & Mrs Chan又来了,开始期待中国船又载了些什么。

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Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Alcohol

Jack Daniel’s with coke,
My first glass of drink it also my very first experience to the world of liquor. I was curious why people love it so much and it doesn’t taste good at all.

Vodka,
Period in my life where I was pretty depressed. Bought myself a bottle of vodka, and trying to expose the different way of drinking. Mix it with lemon, soda and even orange juice. I learned a new drink - "Lemon drop". Result of this, no more Vodka in my life since then.

Chivas with coke,
The drink that buddies and I used to drink whenever we went to club. Almost every weekend and almost 2 bottles each week, just to help her went through her broke off.

Kilkenny,
One of my favorite drink. It is the booster for my hectic work. Distress myself from the never ending stressful due dates. Happy hour always perfect with pints of Kilkenny. Therefore Happy hour always ended up too happy for me.

Stout,
Black color full pint of Guinness, indulge me with its bitterness and creaminess. Just loving it.

Plump liqueur,
Sweet. My favorite companion when I feel like a small drink back home. Liqueur that serves on the rock definitely helps to chase all the gloominess away and long night of sweet dreams. Sometimes it’s also a good companion when I need to work through the weekend.

Single Malt Whiskey,
Smooth, along the years where we all grow older. This is one of the best companions when hanging out with my girls. Sip and taste the smoothness of the whiskey while having the girly chat whole night.

Champagne,
Always a happy occasion for champagne. The beautiful golden colors with all the sparkling bubbles I always drowning fast into it.

Wine,
Goes perfectly well with good vocal and music. A bottle of wine, a good vocal as background and group of friends who appreciate the same music as I am. What else I could ask for more?

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Tuesday, February 17, 2009

幸福

为什么总把幸福复杂化?
为什么总把幸福戏剧化?
为什么总把幸福推出门外?
为什么总把幸福, 弄的身边人焦悴?

幸福可以是个微笑.
幸福可以是个拥抱.
幸福可以是个眼神,一句话.
幸福可以是无价, 也可以是天价
无论是什么价都是自己对于幸福的定意

我想是时候放开手,把复杂化变的简单化,把戏剧化变的真实化,

把一直都在身边的幸福握的紧紧的.

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Thursday, February 12, 2009

泪

从来不曾关心眼线有多深,有多浅。
最近总于明白了,
深- 可以埋藏了很多的情绪。
浅- 容易泄漏了不想人知的情绪。

讨厌眼浅的眼线,把辛苦武装起来的一道墙不堪一击。
从来不知眼泪的威力是如此震憾。
不喜欢这样的软弱,这样的无头绪。

2009,的新年愿望。。。
变变变! 变成个bionic woman!

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